So yes, once again Amber fails to come through with October rent. I'm really pissed off. My project partner for design isn't pushing herself enough in designs and our stuff looks like shit. I wouldn't buy it. So I'm concentraiting on my part and on the layout so *hopefully* we can pull a decent grade and not look like fools out there in front of ( Read more... )

I just want out of my self created hell hole. I don't know what to do. I just want to go back to being happy and notneeding to be around people all of the time. I really can't handle anything right now. Not even sitting here in my room. And no one wants to be around the girl who is unhappy. So yay to my troubled self for needing the one ( Read more... )

I know I'm lighting up my LJ, but it's been a rough week and I feel this is the only way I can get stuff out ( Read more... )

I really don't know why, but the littlest things are sending me to tears. I don't know what causes it or what makes it better, but I just want to be happy again. I feel like a loner even in my own house. I really wish we (the housemates) would go do things and not just sit around the house. But when I ask if anyone wants to do anything, they ( Read more... )

I am going out of my mind. I just want to be free of him. I went to the store to go get frappuccinos for staying up studying tonight, and I noticed Tracy in the hot tub talking to someone in the pool. He was talking to a girl who was swimming with Eric. So now I'm flipping out. I don't really want to see him, yet I do. I think I freak out so ( Read more... )

I feel so disconnected with everything. It is too surreal. I am scared out of my mind that something is going to happen between Julian and Tiff. And that is what I was afraid was happening all night last night. I don't think it was, but I still am scared out of my mind. This is why I don't want to be alone right now and will prolly end up ( Read more... )